What Lies Beneath

kissmyarc:

It was rare for Tony to go any great distance without Pepper; she was his rock and pretty much the only person in the universe who could curb the worst of his crazier binges. But there was one trip he never brought her on, one he’d silently promised himself to take every year after he’d gotten years back. Once a year under the claim of a personal day, he’d climb aboard his jet and fly back to Afghanistan.

He’d bid farewell to Pepper and Rhodey, bullshit up some extravagant story about this little shop in Prague or Milan or Berlin he’d heard about that he just had to see, and disappear for a day. His jet would touch down - and sometimes money would exchange hands to ensure that this little secret stayed secret - and then he’d suit up and return to do a single patrol around Gulmira.

It was a tradition he’d stuck to for three years now, his little way of paying homage to the life and sacrifice of a man he’d known only three months in a dark cave in the middle of nowhere.

By the time he was on his way back from that trip, he was always ready for a stiff drink. This particular day was no different. The moment the jet had reached cruising altitude and his ears had popped he poured himself a glass of scotch and nursed it as he settled in to wait out the flight back to New York. Three hours in they hit a patch of turbulence that they just couldn’t seem to shake, and Tony resigned himself to an absolutely miserable flight back.

It wasn’t until another hour had passed that the buzz of the intercom interrupted him from his thoughts, and the pilot’s voice was just the slightest bit shaken when he spoke up.

“Mr. Stark? We figured out what’s been causing all that turbulence.”

Tony waits for the man to elaborate, and when he doesn’t he prompts him with a slightly annoyed “And?”

“There’s a man on top of the plane.”

For a startlingly brief moment he thinks the pilot is making some kind of joke and he waits for a full minute for the man to give him the punchline, all the while entertaining thoughts of just how he’d get payback. But as the minute stretches on and the obviously shaken pilot prompts him with a shaken “sir?” he begins to think that maybe this isn’t a joke. He scowls.

“I’m going to have to clean this up, aren’t I?”

He doesn’t wait for a response, only gets to his feet and ignores the protest that meets his ears as he makes his way back to where he’d stashed the suit. All objections fall on deaf ears as he dons it, waiting for the instant the HUD flickers to life and illuminates his surroundings before he makes his way out to the isolated door of the jet he’d had set up just in case.

There’s one last protest over the intercom and he’s throwing himself out into open air, dropping like a stone before his repulsors fire and rocket him up and over the jet. JARVIS is already scanning without a word from him and there’s a stream of data that pops up before getting tossed aside as unimportant before the display zeroes in on exactly what Tony had been expecting not to find.

“Son of a bitch.”

There, clinging to the awning on bulge of the cabin, was Loki.

He was holding onto the smooth, metal edge with outstretched arms. His face was tucked into his shoulder, his eyes and mouth sealed tightly shut. His hands were terribly blistered, his red, raw fingers and palms screaming against cold metal. He breathed thin, stale oxygen as vicious currents of air whipped over his body, his coat flapping violently behind him. The only sounds he had to keep him company were the deafening combination of the engine’s roar and gust blowing through his ears. He could barely even hear himself groaning as sharp pain shot through his chest as the result of what was likely a couple of cracked ribs, courtesy of his crash landing on the back of the plane.

He endured for four hours before he felt vibrations of mechanical movement through the metal. His initial reaction was panic. The wind was too strong for him to open his eyes, and if he tried to move he would doubtlessly slide off of the plane completely and plummet to what would probably be his death.

Before he had time to think further, there was a heavy CLANG of metal meeting metal that came from directly in front of him, and he felt what he swore were hands grabbing him under the armpits and pulling him up and off of the surface of the plane. Alarmed, he thrashed and flailed for something to hold onto, somewhere to plant his feet, desperate for anything he could ground himself with.

There was a flood of relief when his hands found humming metal as whatever had grabbed him pulled him close. He groped around, mapping out the shape of a head and shoulders with his hands.

Armor?

Immediately Loki thought of the Destroyer. Did Midgard have this kind of technology? His blood ran cold with dread. What if it was them? What if they had found him?

Suddenly, it spoke. “Hold on tight.”

It sounded strange and had a hallow, tinny quality, but that was not the voice of a Chitauri. A sigh rushed out of him as he obeyed and wrapped his arms around the neck of the suit, the arms of his savior encircling his waist. There was a high pitched drone from the mysterious armor and then they were moving, no, falling, no, flying! He felt nauseated and dizzy as they zipped away.

And then they landed, his ears ringing as the din of the air and the engines drained away. Gone was the relentless gale that pierced through his clothes and blew the warmth from his skin. There was a flat, solid surface beneath his feet and the suit cautiously let him go.

Loki immediately fell to his hands and knees, moaning as the blood rushed to his head. Every one of his muscles seemed to be howling beneath his sweat slicked skin as he shivered on the floor, still trying to process what had just happened. 

What Lies Beneath

kissmyarc:

Tony’s mind was a mess of questions before he’d even managed to get the stranger back into the jet. At some point he finds himself biting out an order to hold on; it feels like he’s watching someone else say it even as his arms wrap around a very solid body. The sensation is strange - like he’s entirely removed from the situation at the same time he’s present in it.

He jumps from the back of the jet, doing his best to shield the poor guy from the sting of wind even as his repulsors flare again. It’s hard to steer without his hands, but it isn’t even a minute before he has them both back inside and he’s cautiously releasing his hold.

In the light of the cabin it’s easier for the HUD to pick out details. The display lights up with a list of visible injuries even while JARVIS advises him to find the man medical attention. He has to bite his tongue to hold in the laugh that wants to escape because no shit, it’s a miracle the guy’s even alive. Four hours clinging to the top of a jet and he should be dead; he should’ve been dead at takeoff.

The faceplate slides up and he crouches down next to the guy, making a vague motion with his hand when he spots a flight attendant peaking in out of the corner of his eye. She darts out of his view and he hopes that she took his hand signal as “bring me a first aid kit” and not “bring me a drink.” Even if he feels like both of them deserve one - the guy for not being dead and him for being crazy enough to believe his pilot when he said there was a man clinging to his jet.

“I don’t suppose you feel like telling me how you wound up on my jet, do you? Or how you’re not dead?”

Tony realizes he probably phrased that as insensitively as he possibly could, but he doesn’t make any effort to correct it. If he acts like he would in any other situation he feels like maybe he can make this seem less bizarre than it really is.

Loki stiffly lifted his head, squinting through glassy eyes as he adjusted to the light. “It’s a very long story,” he rasps, a weak grin pulling at his lips. Loki has his own questions. About that suit of armor. Even in Asgard, he had never seen such technology. It was similar to the Destroyer, yes, but only vaguely so. This actually worked like a suit of armor, with someone inside of it. Running through the possibilities of how it functioned and what it could do were making Loki’s head spin.

Or maybe that was the exhaustion settling in.

He let out a startled growl as the stewardess came up behind him and draped a blanket over his shoulders. She gasped and stepped back. Giving Tony a nervous glance, she set a white, metal case beside him and put some distance between herself and the guest.

Every fiber of his being ached. He hands stung so ruthlessly they felt as though they were on fire. He sat down and held up his palms, examining the angry red flesh and wincing as he flexed his fingers. He reached up and wiped at something wet on his cheek with the back of his hand, and pulled it away to find blood streaking his pasty white skin. He huffed in annoyance and wiped the blood off on his sleeve before he gingerly took hold of the edges of the blanket, drawing it around himself gratefully. His head felt heavy, bobbing slightly as though his neck could no longer hold it up.

“Is there somewhere I may lay down?”

What Lies Beneath

kissmyarc:

Tony watched as the stranger adjusted to the new locale; he absolutely refused to breathe a sigh of relief when he observed his pupils dilate in response to the change in light. Okay, so no severe head trauma. That was a good place to start, and hey even if the guy sounded like shit when he talked he also sounded coherent enough. Those were pretty good signs, if he was one to judge.

“Well we’ve got ten hours left in this flight, so I think I have time for it,” he remarked in return, glancing toward the stewardess as she returned. The reaction from the other man when the blanket slipped around his shoulders - defensive, almost akin to a cornered animal - gave him pause. Hospital probably wasn’t a good idea for now, not until he had time to get out of fight or flight mode.

He shooed the stewardess away with a noise that could be construed as either thankful or dismissal, then slipped out of his gauntlets and set them aside. There was a brief moment spent flexing his fingers before he reached for the first aid kit. It took a brief moment of digging before he withdrew a packet of gauze, which he had to make an effort not to tear open with his teeth. Yeah, he could do that when he patched himself up, but it was a little unsanitary to do it with someone else. Especially a stranger.

“Once you’re not bleeding all over the place, you’re welcome to lay down in the cabin. So it’d be fantastic if you let me help you with that.”

Loki’s brows drew together incredulously, narrowing his eyes at the man. “I would think it fair to ask that I rest before I am interrogated,” he said indignantly, his lip curling sourly. Yes, Loki supposed he ought to be grateful. This vehicle had (albeit painfully) broken his fall. Not to mention Loki was as good as a stowaway, yet this man had whisked him inside without even being asked to do so, even attempting to treat his injuries. However, he was completely worn out, laid bare of any energy and in a considerable amount of pain. All he wanted to do was lay down and enjoy not being forced to deal with reality for a few hours. There was nothing he could bring to mind that was more urgent in this moment than getting some desperately needed rest. His limbs, and even his very thoughts felt heavy, like thick soup trudging through his mind.

He was jerked away from his thoughts as Tony attempted to wrap his hands in some gauze. He was retreating from the touch in an instant. “I can tend to myself,” he insisted, growing rigid and settling his gaze on the floor.

What Lies Beneath

kissmyarc:

“Ah, but if you were being interrogated you’d probably be tied to one of the seats and I wouldn’t be offering to patch you up.”

Tony knew that was partially a lie - he wouldn’t do something like that, but he was acquainted with the kind of people who probably would. He scowled at the thought, lips pulled tight as he tore open the packet containing the gauze. When it looked like he had the other’s attention he reached forward, making a likely futile attempt to at least bandage his hands.

It was no surprise to him when the response he was met with was to be jerked back from. Like a cornered animal indeed.

“It’s not going to kill you to let a guy offer a little help. Besides, do you know how much of a pain in the ass it is to bandage your own hands? It never turns out right, and then you wind up fiddling with the gauze for hours because it’s not settling against your palm right and you can’t work like that until eventually you give up and call up your friend and moan about it until they take pity on you.”

Loki gave him a put upon look and begrudgingly offered his hands. The idea of needing a Midgardian’s help disgusted him, but he didn’t seem to have much choice. He patiently waited for Tony to finish bandaging his hands. Once he was done Loki drew his hands back, giving him a minute nod of thanks.

Surely now he would be allowed to rest. Or so he thought. He fixed Tony with a glare as the man’s hands got near his face, but held still as he spotted the butterfly bandage in his fingers. “Satisfied now?” he asked, slowly getting to his feet with a groan.

What Lies Beneath

kissmyarc:

Tony made a point to keep his face entirely neutral when the other relented, silently reaching forward to begin the process of wrapping his hands. And once the gauze was tucked into place he retrieved a butterfly bandage and another pad of gauze. The glare that met him when he reached forward again was responded to with an amused look, and he went about wiping away the majority of the blood before fixing the shallow cut there with the bandage.

“That you’re not going to bleed over my nice seats? Entirely,” he replied, closing up the first aid kit and getting back to his feet. He paused, looked towards the door and debated calling a stewardess back to lead their new guest to a seat. But somehow he had a feeling he should ask first and slid his helmet off. “Think you can wait until I get out of all this though? Or should I have one of my girls take you into the cabin?”

Loki stretched out his neck, grunting as it audibly popped. “You have roughly a minute before I pass out,” he muttered with a dry, humorless chuckle.

He watched with a passive expression as Tony called out a nervous stewardess. She smiled politely and chirped, “This way, sir,” leading him down the aisle. Loki padded behind her, taking in the lavish interior. Dark wood cabinets with a glossy finish on either side framed an entrance to a room framed by tan leather lounges and a bar with a black granite counter, matching sleek stools built into the white carpet floor. In the back, passed the large screen TV, was a door that matched the cabinets. She opened it for him and gestured for him to step inside.

There was only one thing he cared about in this room, and that was the bed jutting out of the opposite wall.

“Can I get anything for you, sir?”

“No, thank you,” he sighed, closing the door behind him. He peeled off his outer layers, his overcoat and armor landing on the floor with soft thuds. Not even bothering to peel back the covers, Loki laid down on his back and let his head sink into the pillows. It was a matter of seconds before he fell fast asleep.

What Lies Beneath

After a deep sleep, a ride in a car and a trip up an elevator, Loki found himself seated on a lounge in the pent house of Stark Tower.

He had managed to talk his way out of a trip to the hospital, and even put off Tony’s incessant questioning the entire time they had spent making their way here. But he knew he could only dodge questions for so long.

“Alright, so first things first,” Tony said as he took a seat across from Loki. “How the hell did you get up there?”

“I fell from the sky,” Loki deadpanned, not looking forward to explaining himself.

Unsurprisingly, he was met with a look of utter disbelief. Loki huffed an exasperated sigh, pinching the bridge of his nose. “I’ll start from the beginning. I am Loki. I come from Asgard,” he began, ignoring Tony’s expression. “You may recall an incident in New Mexico from some time ago,” he ventured, continuing as he saw a spark of recognition in Tony’s eyes.

He explained that he had been involved, but didn’t mention how. Getting Tony to humor him and listen to his explination of the Bifrost took some effort, but he managed it. Loki told him there had been a battle, and it had resulted in the destruction of the Bifrost. “I fell from the Rainbow Bridge,” he lied, “Into the abyss.” He swallowed, trying to banish the flood of emotion that came with those memories. “I don’t know how much time has passed, but eventually I managed to find my way here with my magic. The portal opened much higher above the ground than I had anticipated. By chance, your vehicle passed below me and broke my fall.”

There was no way he was going to reveal what had happened between his fall from Asgard and his fall to Midgard. This human did not need to know about that terrible race that found him lying broken on the surface of their planet. Nor did he need to know of what had happened afterwards, or of their leader, or the promises he had made them. He didn’t need to know because Loki didn’t need to relive it. Not now. Hopefully, not ever.